Wednesday sanity break: take one.

I'm not sure what to write about next. Getting back into the blogging habit may take some practice.

I could write about choir stuff. That's a lot of material.

I could write about my birthday this year, the one where I turned 30 in Hawaii and it was FANTASTIC and introspective and beautiful and weird and imperfectly perfect, and I fell in love with the North Shore.

I could write about dating lately and how it's weird and feels foreign and kind of...like a prosthetic limb. Something I used to have and know how to use, but now I just...kind of don't like it? I'd rather hang out with somebody I already truly enjoy and laugh at their stupid jokes and random sense of humor instead of get all dressed up for somebody I don't know at all and end up faking a meaningless conversation over dinner. That's not always how it happens, but there's definitely something backward about all of this and I'm OVER IT! And that out-of-character allowance I made a couple weeks ago? Good crap, am I 19 and stupid all over again? No. No no no no no no no. Apparently I was not made for random dating.

And maybe today I came across this and I DIED laughing:

When you go back to visit your family's ward and everyone asks if you're dating someone:

Let's just continue laughing at that until our abs hurt and then never ever mistake this joke for having any sad undertones. 

Or I could tell you about how some days my job makes me want to crawl under the desk and hide, but also the students who work for me are TO DIE FOR hilarious. I feel like they just discovered hashtags the other day, and it's super funny and almost childlike adorable every time they use one. My favorite times are when the quiet ones bust out something that makes me laugh from my gut. best. ever. 

Or I could write about a billion other things, but right now I'm just making it through my work day, trying to patiently answer ten billion questions, and I can't wait until exactly 5:00 p.m. so I can go home and not answer another question for the rest of the night. I think I'm going to pantomime every communication until I go to bed. Sounds HEAVENLY. 

I told you this would take some practice. Legitimate post coming again soon. Maybe on Saturday or something.