Tuesday, October 5, 2010

"I feel my Savior's Love"

Lately (as in the past week at least) I've just been listening to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir while I've been at work.  It wasn't on purpose, necessarily.  It just sort of happened.  And you know what?  I've been so much less stressed than I usually am. I love their sound, I love the songs they sing, and I love the spirit the words and music combined brings to my day. 
Of course, then I go to the gym or I'm at home and I'm generally listening to the every-day tunes, and that's good.  Balance, right?  ;) 

I just have been amazed to notice the difference in my stress level (or lack thereof) and how much more I feel the spirit, or feel like questions I have are being answered through the words of the hymns or the occasional primary song. 

General Conference this past weekend was incredible, as conference always is, of course.  But the part I sometimes love the most are the hymns sung in conjunction with the words spoken.  There's something about music that really completes my learning process.  And somehow, the songs just really flow with the whole message.  There are definitely favorites over the years, but even if the song itself doesn't necessarily stand out to me, the spirit the music itself brings out to me is unmistakable.

Today, I'm just really grateful Heavenly Father gave us music.  :) 

I'm also so very grateful for this boy:
He has done more for my happiness lately than I think he even knows.  I love you, Jason!  
(Can I say that here?  Too late now.  I already did it.)

Conference written archives are available on Thursday, and I cannot wait!  Though...I do love listening to them at work, as well.  Oh, technology...I love you, too.  :)



Just about a month ago, I did something scary (for me) and made a decision to become less busy.  It made me nervous, but I also felt strongly about it.  I did it so I would have time for things I didn't yet understand, but it was a feeling I had, and going with that feeling has already been a huge blessing, and in more ways than I can describe.  Listening to this talk gave me further instruction, but also gave me further confirmation that my previous decision had been the right one.  I have come to find the truth of what would have seemed backwards to me only a month ago that, as President Uchtdorf points out in the talk above, "It is rather easy to be busy..." Truth.  It is harder for me to slow down, to take things one at a time.  BUT it has been so much the better, and for my good!  I don't know if I've always been at a place where that would have been as possible as it is now (school, etc.) but...I know Heavenly Father doesn't give us commandments we can't obey.  So there must always be a way. 

How incredible is that?

I am grateful for a Heavenly Father who loves me enough to answer every prayer, and especially that He answers them in His time, not my own.  He is so wise.  :)


"Diligently doing the things that matter the most will lead us to the Savior of the world."
-Pres. Uchtdorf

The gospel is so true!  I love knowing that.  I love it so very much.

To "be still, and know that I am God" is something I can do every single day, and by slowing down enough to really hear Him, to really talk with Him...that is when I learn more about myself and what He would have me do than at any other time.  

(I just re-read this post...and realized it's possible you may think this post was rather scattered, but I promise it's all related.  At least it is in my head...)

I think that's finally all for today.  :)

11 comments:

Meagan said...

DeeAura

thank you for this post. I loved conference as well and it is so true that we do need to slow down. Who is that boy you are with??? You look so happy. I hope that things are going good for you..

Katie said...

Whoa DEE. You just professed your love on your blog. This is BIG I tell ya...

And I love everything about this post. Pres. Uchtdorf's talk was my favorite too. :)

Carla said...

Umm I love you with that boy... you two are a very good looking couple!

Jennifer said...

Just yeah. :)

Cali said...

Nothing quite as refreshing as shouting it from the rooftops, eh? I love that your happy.. and I love this post. Yay!

Heather said...

I love this post.

You gave me a much-needed reminder to spend more time with spiritual things, and reiterated the feelings I had this weekend in Conference.

And now to the boy - LOVE? HOORAAAAAY!!!!!!!!

P.S. He is good lookin'. Good work, you.

P.P.S. The blonde boys are always best.

Alaina Nelson said...

O-may that's a good picture!
Also yes, Pres Uchtdorf's talk was amazing! He always has this way with words. Probably because he is German (and a prophet of God)
Love you Dee! Can't wait to see you!!

Kaley said...

I hope you've told him that before and that he doesn't find out through your blog post. =)

Mindy said...

Cute boy. :)

Of all the things I could say about this fantastic post, I choose to say that. :)

Brandon and Erica said...

Yeah, I agree with Mindy. There are a LOT of things I want to say about this post..but the only thing I can think to say is:

SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crystal Kelly said...

DeeAura I love you. :)

I'm happy you came out with your love! Woo hoo!!!! :) I wasn't kidding about my invitation to have you guys come out here. I have to tell you though- I did it out of selfishness. I didn't invite you so you'd have a free place to stay and a cool area to visit, I did it so I could see you and see your man and I just miss you and stuff!!!! :) So...yeah. :)

I've noticed too- when all I listen to is church music all day long it really REALLY has an effect! Even my dreams turn spiritual. It's crazy! Go HYMNS! haha